Sorry, I have had a rough summer that involves a lot of bad decisions. I have been in and out of the hospital thanks to anxiety attacks and depression along with problems with opiates. What I haven't told everybody before is that I suffer from depression and anxiety and unfortunately, started using drugs to try and cure that. It started with prescriptions, Xanax and Klonopin and went to opiates. Anyway, I'm feeling a bit better and hope to post more often. Both of these mental disorders are no fun to deal with and I have been dealing with it for years. This summer, it has been worse than others. I hope nobody thinks less of me, but this is why I haven't been posting much.